Rant!!!!

Megan • Not posted in a very long time and deleted the app because i had my healthy baby boy ❤️ but im back and trying for baby number 2 🥳

So lately i have been thinking my fiance doesn’t feel the same about me anymore, so much to say here.

Getting married in 38 weeks and we don’t communicate anymore the days are so repetitive and boring everyday we do the same things. When we have sex he wants to to doggy more often than usual like he doesn’t want to look at me and when we missionary it, it’s usually really enjoyable and basically making love but now hes not even looking at me and more often his man isnt staying up anymore. Which makes me feel not the nicest like its my fault and im not attractive or something? So we talked about it i says we dont talk anymore and i feel like ur not attracted to me and that was fine we talked for a few minutes but he says his sex drive is getting slower but mines is still high! And weve even stopped ttc because its so close to the wedding so its not like we have sex every day lol and basically last night i was so sexual frustrated because AF is due tomorrow (today) so was wanting a wee quickie before im no having it for a week lol 😂 and he says hes to tierd. Which I respect but apparently hes tierd all the fucking time! So im now freaking out thinking he doesn’t love me anymore! Hormones are everywhere right now also im quitting cigarettes right now which ain’t helping!!! 😪 sorry about the rant! Please comment x