So a year ago, I gained 40 pounds out of nowhere... I’ve tried to lose the weight, but I give up. When I get dressed and ready to go out with my fiancé I hate myself. I feel uncomfortable in everything, I feel fat and I don’t want to go out anymore. Some recent pictures I’ve taken, made me realize I am beautiful! Sure I don’t weigh 120 pounds anymore, but I still look good and still I am beautiful. I do hope to loose some weight still, but I can’t keep hating myself.

I have also been walking this whole week with my puppy. She’s tiny and likes to overeat, the vet said as long as she has an active life she should be fine. So i feel like these walks help her as they help me. Usually I would be in the couch watching tv or in bed.