Ladies I’m so sorry for this rant 😩

So to give you the breakdown .. my husband & I have been ttc for 2 years now and we’ve been pregnant 3 times which all ended in miscarriage back to back ..

So last night I had these weird dreams the first was about one of my dogs who has also had a miscarriage .. in the dream she had a dead puppy and the face looked ripped off .. the other dream I was somewhere and the sky turned red and then the ground started sinking idk weird so I looked these up , I have a habit of researching my dreams lol

Catch the part where it said “something is coming to an end” had me lost asf too , Iknow

Then I then found out my parakeet jus died outta no where 😪when she was literally jus fine and jumping on my finger yesterday :( then again I did some more research and found this

And after finding that , I found this lol

Then it hit me ... the crazy part ..

I realized that I remember seeing a dead bird on the ground before court yesterday and I even sent my husband a pic .. not thinking anything if it

Does this kinda shit only happen to me ? Or does it happen to you guys too because I’m officially creeped, shocked, sad and curious at the same time 😂 I’m also praying that we get this bfp and a sticky sticky baby this month 🙏🏽🤞🏽💜 babydust✨