Somebody please help!

I went through a miscarriage in August and had some more bleeding and cramps a week after that resulted in me having a D & C. Then a week later I had more bleeding from a complication of the procedure. And then I just had my first period since then and it felt like I was having another miscarriage. I went to the doctor and of course they told me that I was okay and let me get the depo shot. My boyfriend has been through this before with a past girlfriend except she was much further along than I was. Anyways he was very supportive after I eventually told him what was going on up until this week when I got my first period. I've also tried talking to him about this and about how I feel but he always changes the subject or he says that he's just not ready to be a dad yet. It's really hard for me and some days I just feel really depressed and I don't have anyone to really talk to about it. Can doctors refer you to people or something?