Do I have an eating disorder?

I’m underweight. About to be 18 in a month, 5’5, and I weigh 105. I dont eat a lot, but its not because I don’t want to! Sometimes I feel nauseous thinking about eating which sounds weird but it sucks! Because I’ll see something really good and my stomach just won’t want it.

And sometimes I would be hungry but I won’t have an appetite for anything. Or I’ll start eating something and then I’ll be full out of nowhere, when I barely ate!

This isn’t all the time. It comes and goes, there will be days that I eat and eat and others where i don’t eat at all. Even when i do constantly eat, however, I don’t gain any weight. I’ve never weighed more than 112.

Yesterday I didn’t eat! It’s scaring me! All I ate was pretzels, pumpkin pie, and cookies with milk 😞 my mom can’t cook for me because she’s always working and comes home late.

A lot of people tell me that I have to eat more and I look too skinny. It sucks!

I don’t feel like I have a disorder, but maybe I do and I just can’t tell!