I'm back

So I took a break from this app for abit as I was feeling extremely down

A lot has happened since my last post discovered I have placenta previa and placenta increta and because of baby's diagnosis they want to operate immediately as it's a risky operation.

What's confusing me is though baby started moving so much recently and I don't think I have the stomach going through with this operation knowing my baby is still kicking even though they told me he won't make it eventually

I have no idea what to do family and friends have different opinions even hubby don't know what to do 😔😔