on the second, he hit me and kicked me in the ribs. we've been together for almost two years now and he's not like that. He has split personality disorder and I told him I'd leave him. it was like a switch flicked in his head and I'd never seen that kind of look in his eyes. He got a knife and tried to split his wrists while repeating "I'm not a good person, you need to leave before I hurt you again." I stopped him and stayed. We cried together and held our son between us. I don't want anyone to tell me to leave him, but I'm scared of him now. I'm terrified that he will do it again. off it happens again, I will leave. I just needed to get that off my chest.

what can I do to help him feel like a better person again? I love him so much but the bruises are painful and my heart is broken.