left out!

my friends are always talking about their periods, never a full conversation, just “my cramps are so bad today” and things. i agree with them but they don’t know i don’t get my period due to pcos. i get period symptoms but never the blood to make it a “real” period. i know i shouldn’t feel bad as i can’t control it but i just wish i also got my period as it’s such a big part of teenage girl culture.