Just last week I was so excited and happy to be pregnant and become a Mother. (I was only 4 weeks (counting from day of last period))

Yesterday when I went to the bathroom I saw red, paired with cramps and backaches. So I took a test and it was negative.

Headed to ER, urine test came back negative, ultrasound showed empty uterus and blood work said HCG was a level 6. Dr. Said it was a blighted ovum.

Since then the bleeding has increased and clots are present. I dread going to the bathroom because I don't want to be reminded that I'm no longer pregnant and I have to start all over.

Took off work and trying to hold it together. I just can't believe it and I don't understand why! I know its not the end of the world, but I'm just heartbroken and want to stop crying.