Baby Loss

My husband and I just lost our little baby at 9 weeks 4 days. I ended up in the hospital overnight after being taken in via ambulance. I was bleeding and losing large clots, then almost passed out. In the hospital I passed out 4 times, needed a DNC to stop the bleeding and cause my uterus to contract, as well as needed 1 unit of blood. It wasnt a happy start to a holiday weekend, but I an grateful to be alive! Im thankful my husband and two children had people to look after them and for all the support and prayers Im getting I feel very blessed. As my daughter says, "dear baby we will one day see you up in the sky behind the stars where YHWH holds you safe!"