It like we are all on a shit ass conveyor belt

its like all of us ladies are on this moving conveyor belt towards ttc. and at the end of the conveyor belt is this ugly ass man with a red rope letting only who he wants through the road of positive and happyness and the others to this belt that just keeps going around in a constant circle. the ttc tww over and over again. that shit ass feeling of being in a que for hours on end and finally getting to the man with the red rope only to be told to go stand back in line for another month. wahhh