Pregnancy.....the depressing topic...

So me and my boyfriend have been back together her for a year and a couple months and basically we have been trying since we got back together... unfortunately we haven’t been able to get pregnant at all and now everyone is getting pregnant....my friends... my friends friends.... then today was supposed to be my new period day and well normally I get it early that morning. Woke up this morning. NOTHING. Noon came around. NOTHING. 5 comes around my bf comes home. STILL NO PERIOD. 8. Dinner time. Still no period 😌. So far so good 😊 I thought at least because I just got my fuckin period.... literally the most depressing thing ever 😭 literally EVERYONE IS GETTING PREGNANT 😭 I’m scarred to go to an obgyn but I know I need to