Hoe😔😔😣

So I have been having sex with this guy, I’m 17 and he’s 21, but recently he jus ghosted me and it’s been a week or two since the last time we have sex. I’m really starting to feel like a hoe cuz now I really jus want sex like jus from anyone and not jus passionate, love making sex but rough sex like being used type sex with spanking and dirty talk and maybe hair pulling. I’m bout to go to this costume party next weekend and I know there is this one guy that has been sending mix signals to me but I’m pretty sure is nothing that is also going and I feel like even if he gives a hint bout having sex or doing something I might not have the strength to say no. Guys I’m literally like craving sex and because of it I’m starting to put it into food where now all day all I wanna eat is candy so now I’m also afraid that not only am I gonna turn into a easy hoe but also that imma get fat from being so horny and craving dick😩😩😩😩

***UPDATE***

I️ was surprised at first but I’m messing with this guy who I️ didn’t even notice till he asked me out on a date and he is jus so sweet and makes me feel so much better bout myself. He also calls me cute or adorable atleast once every time we talk and jus today he fingered me cuz he knew how stressed I️ was. I’m starting to really fall for him and it’s scaring me cuz I️ don’t know if he feels the same or is jus doing this cuz we are FWB and this is jus how he is