Working mom who wants to stay home

So I'm a teacher and I have a 10 month old. I HATE my job. It it just so overwhelming. I want to be a stay at home mom but my husband is completely against it. I carry the insurance which is about $700 cheaper a month than if my husband carried it. It would be more than us living on a budget- he'd have to work overtime. Also since he's so against it I would feel bad if we actually did agree on it and he'd have to work overtime. I hate to admit it but I'm jealous of stay at home moms whose husbands actually want them to be stay at home moms 😔 I knows it not easy for anyone but I'm kind of hurt he's so against it. I just needed to vent