So I inseminated the 29th and my period was supposed to start 2 days ago. I took a test 3 mornings ago and it was clearly negative. I am so bloated and sick. And I usually only have super bad cramps right on top of the other before my period. I don’t know if I should wait another week then retake or what....

I so wish this is it though. Our donor backed out for sure this time. AGAIN. And we have cut ties with them. Because the generosity of giving someone else the chance to have a child was thrown up in our faces. He was my fiancé’s family member)

both of us want this to be it... because we don’t have friends. And this opportunity to conceive at home may not arise again any time soon

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