I am finding myself hiding from Facebook. I am proud of my friends who are sharing, but I am wrestling with anger. That after over 10 years of escaping my rapist who was also my ex husband, I can't simply post "me too." I have had multiple melt downs these past 2 days. I am so ashamed and disgusted by the things I allowed him to do to me even if I felt like I had to. I don't want my toddler to see me cry. I love my husband so much and I can't help, but feel broken and undeserving of this life. Why can't I just forget. I hate feeling anger and resentment towards all of the people posting, but I do. I feel so sick, but my son needs me to be strong!