Is god listening to me😔

I pray all the time. Many things this past year have gone wrong between a horrible car accident and getting my car totaled, My baby's father cheated on me, I am not financially stable and currently living with my parents at the moment, I came down really sick with meningitis. I pray to god often and sometimes I don't even pray I just vent to him and talk to him since I don't really have anyone I can talk to about stuff. I just feel like life isn't going up, I need help from god and i don't ask for much but for him to lead me in the right direction in life and it just feels like things aren't getting better... I guess I just need reassurance that he's listening to me when I try talking to him😔