So there is this guy at my school, and we kinda have a past. last year I guess we had a thing for eachother, but that only lasted about 2 months. Nothing happen, we were just friends, but all my friends were telling me that other people were saying what a cute couple we would make and how we should date. I really liked this guy and I really wanted to date him. Another month passed and we started texting a lot, but he wouldn't really talk to me around his friends, which bothered me, but when he did talk to me he was really sweet. We would flirt a lot and I think he called me pretty. When I found out he had a girlfriend, I was really sad. When they broke up he started liking someone who hated me, that was really hard to go through. So it was summer and he said, quote, " we should hang out i would make your summer fun" I wanted to sooo bad, but we never did😞 So then this year i really thought I was over this boy but I can never stop thinking about him, and everyone I think about him I get the chills through my whole body. So today my friends talked him into going over and talking to me. We hasn't talked in to long I forgot what his voice sounded like, so when he started talking, I got the chills and I start freaking tf out. i didn't know wtf to do, so I start to freak out. He looked at me, btw he was wearing the hottest/cutest outfits I have ever seen him hear, anyway he says hi and right after he says the fuckin bell rings and he was like, "ok bye" and he walked away so fast. idk why but I start to really freak out and I end up having a panic attack. I have no idea why but then my friend says, " You love him" .....that just kinds stuck with me for the rest of the day....idk if I love him, I need help😁😳