My last two births where at the hospital. First being CSection. Because my son was breech and I didn’t know I had other options.

Second was a V Back. I couldn’t find any midwives that were willing to let me deliver in there birthing centers because of the risks.

With both babies I was in the hospital for four days. Since one was a CSection and my second they thought she may have an infection due to strep B.

This will be my third pregnancy and I finally found a midwife that is willing to do an at home birth for me.

I’m so happy to be able to be in control of my labor and feel like I’m the one delivering my baby. And even if this baby does go breech it won’t stop me from being able to have a natural delivery. And I won’t be stuck in the hospital for days. I’ll just be able to have my baby and left alone.

This is so important to me. But I have no one on my side. Everyone thinks I’m crazy and that it’s to dangerous. I know this is what I’m suppose to do. I just wish I had a better support system. I’m to the point there no one will be attending my birth except my SO. And unfortunately he isn’t on my side about this either. 😩