Bleeding out

It’s the second day of my period & it’s absolutely awful. I’m currently sitting in the shower (yes sitting) blood pouring out like I’ve been stabbed 20 times. I’m literally praying to god asking what I did so wrong to deserve this.

Every time I get my period, I feel like it’s worse than the last. (But who am I kidding. It’s always horrible.) I threw up twice today because I was in so much fucking pain.

If I didn’t want any babies I’d gladly sell my uterus on the black market. THIS IS TERRIBLE. WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN. Ive taken about 6 extra strength pamprin & nothing is working.

With that being said, do any of you ladies feel immense pain while on your period? Is it normal? I’d rate my pain at LEAST a 7. Some days it can be a 9. And if so, how do you deal with it??? Any remedies a chica can try out?