Haven’t been loving myself lately ( rant about me )

I’ve been having a hard time loving myself lately. I feel worthless. I’m not skinny, and I don’t have the “perfect” thick body either. I just see people in my school who look so beautiful and I can’t help but compare myself to them. I feel so overlooked and shrugged off because of the way I look. I feel like high school guys don’t care about my personality or the other things about me. I feel like they only care about having the prettiest girl. My last two crushes have ended up dating my very beautiful best friends. I feel like the DUFF from the movie DUFF.

I’m currently trying to lose weight, and update my style, but I feel like no matter how hard I try I just feel like poo. I’ve been trying to practice self love for so long now, and I’ve just been stuck in this rut where no matter how hard I’ve been trying I cant get out of it. I just feel like everything about me is wrong. Wether is the way I smell, or if the outfit I’m wearing looks to small. I don’t know why I’ve been struggling so much. I’m just sick and tired of it, and needed to rant a little.