fustrated

Marlene

Idk what to do anymore. Since birthday there has always been something wrong with me thankfully nothing too serious nothing life threatening but after awhile it's frustrating. things from being born with a heart murmur then asthma then medicated for TB (because the test keeps showing I have it even tho chest stays say I don't) to then being told I have mitral valve prolapse to bipolar disorder and borderline personality disorder to fibroids and a cyst in my ovary(common female issue I know) etc medications after to medications. the most frustrating thing to me right now is the constant hair loss. Since I was 19 my hair just starting falling out left and right luckily no holding so I know I shouldn't bitch but it makes me cry. stupid dermatologist once said to me some people are not meant to have long hair. bs right! soo I always end up cutting my hair and it slows the falling out some but this time it didn't work. I am shedding every where like a dog 😭. I just don't know what to do anymore. about anything. tired of shit happening to me and I again I know I shouldn't be very grateful that it's nothing worse. I know there are far worse off people out there but I just needed to vent