Having a break from ttc

After months of trying , being disappointed .

me and my partner have decided to give it a break untill after Xmas .I have pcos and my body does enough to make sure I won’t fall pregnant naturally, so still awaiting my appointment from hospital so they can intervene with my body that does not seem to ovulate.

The mental torture is just too much, I write this as my af is due today and had a Little show before she bombards me with cramps, headache and back ache.

So good luck to you all but ttc is sending me paranoid and dotty. I personally feel no matter what I do atm I am fighting a losing battle . Not lost hope completely as miracles happen but I just personally need a break .

So in the next couple of month we will paint the spare room aka nursery white.

Have all the cocktails and mulled wine at all the events and Christmas markets planed.

Lastly we will have sex when we want and whatever position we choose , not planning fertility week as our focus point.

I may also treat myself to a coffee considering I have not had one in months

Bye for now and good luck 😉