Well I Wanted a baby until

I really wanted a baby for the longest time but now I am really really really terrified of the thought of having a baby. And worst of all, my husband who has never had baby fever, how has baby fever. I'm sure this is because of my anxiety...I mean I think it is. my anxiety is something I value sometimes. you know...like it keeps me from doing things that would've had negative repercussions.So is it my anxiety, or am I subconsciously saving myself from something horrible and possibly relationship destroying? I like the thought but then when it starts getting more serious I just feel overwhelmed and not ready at all. I'd really appreciate some advice from women who have anxiety and have had babaies. it's very much appreciated.