Confession from a hormonal pregnant woman

I wasn't too happy with the way my body was before I got pregnant. I would lose too much weight then gain too much weight and was probably a good 25 pounds heavier than I should have been when I got pregnant. I hate what pregnancy has done to my body and am terrified of what it will look like postpartum. Even while pregnant the bottom of my belly looks saggy... so many stretch marks too. That's all, just needed to vent. Probably a tummy tuck in my future