Just need to vent

I have anxiety, depression, and PTSD. The past 2 days I’ve just been down and really emotional. Both my boyfriend and I are pretty strapped for money right now, so I’m stressed out, and I just placed an order on Amazon (it was necessary stuff) but it still made me more stressed. I’ve been sick off and on the past two weeks, because I had a case of acute labyrinthitis brought on by my allergies. I had such bad vertigo that i spent 3 days barely able to walk and throwing up. I’m getting my period in a few days, so I’m already more emotional than usual. I miss my boyfriend’s dog that passed away. After we started dating and I practically started living with my boyfriend that dog was my best friend. He was with me every minute of the day and could always tell when I was upset and how to make me feel better. He really helped with my anxiety, so I’m really missing him right now.

I just needed to vent because I feel like crap, my anxiety has me awake at 5 AM, and I’m stressed.