You ladies are all so sweet and helpful do you think you could help me?

I took this this morning and for the life of me I can’t figure out if it is negative or positive. I’m going to a Halloween party tonight and it gets a bit crazy, I don’t even really want to go. I need to know if I should say no to booze or if I’ll be okay. I think I see a line, (literally the faintest of faint lines) the test is dry now so I don’t want to look at it. Babe says he doesn’t see it. I’m 12 dpo