And then the day came...

I can't tell anyone else yet... but I am dying to say something to someone! I finally got a BFP! After 4 months? 6? I don't know.... I can't remember, it feels so much longer... I finally got the double lines! omgsh, I am so excited! I can't wait to tell my husband... yey!

Update: I would like to take a moment to tell you lovely ladies what happened the day I found out. I guess I should give a little back story as well. I had birth control, an IUD called Mirena, and I had that removed the beginning of May. so given time for everything to settle and, you know, get back on my normal cycles, it took some time for us to successfully TTC. and every month from July forward I would feel nauseated or dizzy or short of breath and I would always get my hopes up that this was the month and I would test just before my period and it would come up negative and it would just break our hearts. we never stopped trying, I know some people say just stop trying and then it'll happen but we never stop trying. what we did do is we stopped stressing about if it happened or not we kept trying, kept planning, we kept testing... but if it didn't happen we tried not to let it get to us so much. we just said well we'll do it next month. so now fast forward to this past October 29th. For the last couple of weeks my breast had been so sore I couldn't even take my bra off because the tenderness of them not being held up and supported was just so bad. on the morning of October 29th I woke up to use the restroom and said forget it I'm just going to test. My AF was due on the 30th but I wanted to see that negative pop up, because I was expecting a negative like all the times before, so that I could dismiss the tenderness in my breasts and not be thinking in the back of my mind that I was pregnant. so while my husband slept, I went to the restroom and pulled out that test, and took it. I set the test aside and finished my business, washed my hands and all that jazz. then I went to take a peek at the test, expecting to see a BFN, and got the biggest shock. IT WAS BFP! I yelled out my husband's name and he stumbled into the restroom, LOL, and I stood there speechless and showed him the test. he blinked a few times trying to focus and looked at the test and then looked at me and said I'm going to be a daddy? And I couldn't say anything I just nodded my head. both of us were kind of half asleep and in complete shock but it was such a happy moment and ever since that moment he has been nothing but attentive and caring and won't even let me carry my purse into the house. LOL. I couldn't be happier and I'm sure neither could he. We are finally going to have our baby! I know it's not some elaborate story and I know that I'm very blessed because honestly it didn't take us too long to finally get a bfp but it is my story as simple or silly as it might be and we are both very happy so thank you to all of you who have been so kind and telling us congratulations thank you so much