Pregnant 37 weeks

I feel like the entire time I’ve been pregnant I’ve just been depressed and haven’t really had that glow that most moms get. I am excited for her to get here and all I know I’ll love her once she’s here otherwise I would’ve never kept her but I just feel stressed and upset. My brothers gf is causing fights and thinks being pregnant isn’t much of a big deal and doesn’t care about my emotions and how she talks to me and the father he’s a pos there are other girls in my situation but they act like way more excited than I ever have and I’m afraid I won’t love her as much when she’s here cause of how upset I can get over doing this alone.