Struggling with infertility SUCKS.

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Some days I can live with it other days such as today it really dawns on me heavy, I haven't gotten pregnant. I feel like the one thing as a woman I'm supposed to be able to do, I can't. I try not to lose my faith but man every passing month, every BFN, every year is just overwhelming at times. I try to find ways to distract myself, finding hobbies, going out and about, even exercising which I hate! lol. However there is those days I'm sitting at home, a quiet home, the babe's at work, chores are done, no shift that day, netflix is boring and I'm completely alone with my thoughts. What do yall do to distract yourselves? How do you keep yourself going with that umph in your step? Please wonderful ladies share your wisdom. I'd love to know!