My Personal Struggle

this past week I've felt super nauseous I've taken tests and they say negative .... my cousin said it may just be too soon to get a blood test ... haven't been able to get an appointment so I'm waiting it out.... I'm to the point where if I'm not then Imma get super upset cause yea I've been neausous but it's gotten my hopes up that maybe it's finally happening and I'm excited ... I'm just trying to keep it positive and even if it's not I know I'll be ok but it's just gonna be a big bummer .