Need advice ☹️

Hi I’m having some trouble in my life rn..... okay so 2 years ago I started going to a new school it was nice but I didn’t make any friends that year... but I saw this boy I really like but I never said anything.... so last January, I made some friends and one of my friends said she was talking to this guy and he was really nice so when we met him..... it was the dude I liked (she didn’t know that) so I stopped liking him bc they were talking.... but then maybe a few weeks later they stopped talking bc he just saw her as a friend. But me and him started hanging out but I didn’t have feelings for him anymore so I was comfortable around him ...... he became my best friend....... so after graduation, everything sorta went down hill ...... he started FTing me everyday texting me and getting mad at me for talking to other boys..... my sisters told me to tell him how I felt so I did and he told me that he likes me back but I didn’t want to betray my friend but I did anyway 😔.....me and him was getting along so good.... I gave him my virginity on July 2nd but once I went to college its just been crazy..... One of my friends told me that he was still messing with his ex and my heart felt like it was ripped out of my chest and was burning.... and when I asked him he said no.... and nothing else so I don’t know what to do..... I’m depressed and sleeping all the time