heart broken

After 2 years trying on Oct 6 I got positive pregnancy tests and labs confirmed I was pregnant on Oct 25 I had my first Drs visit and ultrasound they thought they saw a sac but couldn't be sure since their machines are old so they sent me to the hospital for blood work and ultrasound. the next day my obgyn called me to tell me I had a miscarriage I was devastated . i just lost my dad suddenly is Jan. and now my baby its just not fair.I spotted for about 2 weeks but only a little bit and had no pain so I really didn't think i miscarried. those 20 days I got to talk to my little poppyseed and my husband rubbed my belly. now waiting and hoping we get our rainbow baby soon.