my first time was actually funny (i don’t know if i should count it as my first time or not) but my boyfriend and i tried having sex for the first time and he tried to put it in (he wasn’t that big) but it hurrrtttt so much! i couldn’t bear the pain, he only slided it in twice and i’m pretty sure it was only the head but mind you, he didn’t go down on me either. it could be me not wet enough or i was too tense but the second time, i couldn’t go through with it either! i felt bad so i just sucked his dick both times for him to cum lol. i didn’t bleed the first time but i bled the second time and he only put his head in too! we broke up a while but i want to be ready in the future for my next boyfriend and i really don’t care about my virginity, i just want to get it over with. any advices?