Anyone on their 4th baby?

We have three beautiful girls 🎀🎀🎀. I'm really hoping for a 💙 boy! Emotionally, my mind is going crazy. I feel guilty for hoping for a boy. My gut feeling as soon as I found out I was pregnant is boy...and then I beat myself up for thinking this. I think we already have 3 girls so surely we will have another girl. This will be our last baby. Of course I know God made this life and we will love whatever He chooses to complete our family with. I just really want it to be a boy...