Anxious. Could use support today

Kaye • OB/L&D TECH. Second girl due in November. Hoping for a vbac

Today I am 40+4. I am supposed to be trying for a vbac. And there’s not a lot of induction options for vbacs. The last two weeks I have only been a fingertip dilated. Today is my appointment with my doctor. And I’m SO afraid he’s going to find that I am still not even dilated. And then talk csections and inductions. I’m more open to an induction than I am a csection obviously. But I work Labor and Delivery and I know that not all inductions Work. I have tried EVERY single thing out there to get labor going. With no luck. Idk what else to do and I feel defeated and very frustrated :/