Feb 2016, I had a miscarriage with twins.

Feb 2017 I had a baby girl who I adore and love.

Recently old friends or people who I used to be really close to but no longer exist in my life have had babies. Loads of these old peers are having twins. I’m happy for them regardless we don’t chat but I feel sad for me you know.

I know I have my baby girl, I love her beyond. Doesn’t mean one baby can replace another. I miss them a lot and I didn’t even have long with them.

Anyways I’m just feeling really sad but didn’t know where to turn.