Can I let go?

AF was one week late this time! (Just came a few minutes ago). All my pregnancy tests were coming up negative so I just tried to relax and accept that cycles can vary - but still, this is unusual for me especially since the digital ovulation tests said I ovulated on CD 13, but this cycle ended up being 35 days. Now the app keeps changing its prediction about when I ovulated last month! Did I even BD on the right days?

I'm getting to the point where my thinking is obsessive AND I see that the glow info (while overall very helpful for me) is not as exact as I thought. And I think turning 35 today may be playing a part in the anxiety in terms of TTC...

So I take this vow: I will let go and let what is meant to happen come to be. I will continue to track my cycles and symptoms but I think I need to find my own center again - and, of course, maintain my hope that I will become pregnant when it is meant to be.

Baby dust to everyone and hope for a feeling of peace for all, regardless of what is to come.