I personally enjoy anal, but one of my biggest fears is pooping on someone during it. My boyfriend and I have been together almost 9 months, and we are crazy comfortable with eachother, and highly sexually active. Over the last month and a half he's been really big into the anal thing. I've let him do it quite a few times, and I really enjoy it, so does he. The other day, TMI alert, I was bent over our bathroom counter and he asked if he could put it in my butt and I said sure. So we got all lubed up, and start going at it and he gets pretty rough and wild. I don't know if we used too much lube or what, because we never had this problem in this position, or any position for that matter. After it's all set and done he told me not to turn around, so of course I did, and there was poop all over the floor and his junk. Not like a TON, but still too much. I was so embarrassed I actually cried so hard I had an anxiety attack. He said that it's ok and I don't need to be embarrassed because he loves me, but I still am and I can't bring myself to do any butt stuff anymore. I'm scared he's going to look at me different. I wouldn't be able to look at someone the same if they pooped on me. Any advice?