Testing?

I’m two days late but I’m afraid to test because last month I️ was almost a month late and I️ finally got my period so I️ can’t even be excited that it’s late really because it usually always is 😞😞😞 I️ just have such a strong feeling that I️ am pregnant though and my breasts are so heavy and feel so much different. I️ had a weird pinching feeling earlier in the week that lasted not even a minute then lower back pain and nauseous feeling on and off im praying I don’t have to see another negative test