I thought it would be easy 🙁

My husband and I have started trying for a baby. I thought it would happen right away but here we are still trying. I'm getting very discouraged. His cousin got off BC and immediately got pregnant within a month. (we found out last night) Its just feeling like no ones having trouble but me. Im constantly getting questions like "when are you having a little one", "why arent you giving me a grandchild yet" and "are you pregnant yet!?". I keep playing it off like we're not quite ready yet but WE'RE TRYING 😢 My periods have always been irregular but it hasn't come now for almost 2 months so I was getting excited but every test I take is a let down when I see its negative.