Losing friends

This year has been pretty bad, I have recently lost 4 of my closet friends because of crazy drama and it’s my first year of high school. I thought that there would be drama but definitely not this much. I dont know what to do. I have one friend we used to hangout every single day but because I didn’t tell him I liked another guy he got really angry at me and that’s why our friendship broke. I really want our friendship back but idk if he does!! I dont know what to do about it! Any ideas or advice please!!! Also does bitchiness and rumours and drama ever stop. I feel like I am always involved in drama and it’s insane. I feel like it’s sooo bad and I want to try and avoid drama as much as possible but i dont know how. Please help! ❤️