So frustrated 😔

I’m only 21 years old. My husband is 24. We’re ready for a baby, we don’t want to be old parents.

We stopped preventing it in march, and started actually trying in September. This month - another BFN. I’m losing hope and I’m wondering if there’s something wrong with us. We’re so young so i feel like going to get things checked out will just make us look stupid.

My cousin has had 3 pregnancy’s and only went through with one of them.. she aborted the last one because she “didn’t want a life with him”. She’s pregnant again from the same guy and is claiming that she doesn’t know what to do. I don’t understand why me, who is in a steady place in my marriage and has a good job is having so much trouble conceiving MY FIRST BABY 😭

I just want to cry.