Im such a bad person.

My little sister ( a year younger than me) came to me today to tell me she was pregnant again with her second child and that she doesn't want to keep it. She wasn't even trying. I've been trying for 8 months now with one mc in august that none of them know about because I didn't want to let on we were TTC because they would just keep asking. I wanna be there for my sister and I would love another child in our family but its really thrown me over board. I feel like a crappy big sister, I feel like a crappy woman and I honestly just want to give up and run away somewhere I'm so done man.

Edit: she was on the pill. She wasn't trying at all.