Depression

I’m just so fucking depressed and I hate feeling like this. I want to be happy and enjoy life. I know I need therapy but who can afford that? Not me. I’m a single mom working a full time job and soon starting nursing school I have goals and a plan for my life but why does it have to suck so hard right now while I’m trying to accomplish shit? I feel so lonely and people are like you have two kids how are you ever lonely?!? They just don’t get it. I just want to feel again