I want to be pregnant so bad!!!

I want to have baby dust and a positive pregnancy test!!!! I want it bad to the point i don’t care if i’m working as a cashier at the moment.

I wish I could have a positive test for Christmas this year. Lot of people in my family have children or pregnant and same goes for some friends.

I want to have my other grow inside of me and give birth to me and my S.O. little baby of love. I cry all the time because it hasn’t happened to us yet. I try to say positive for a positive test, but sometimes it doesn’t help. I’m 30 and my clock has been ticking for 8 years now. I have no children at the moment.