9 days late... again.

We went through this last month too. I was nine days late and took several tests that all came up with a BFN. Then I started spotting lightly. It got a little heavier but was never as heavy as my regular period. And if only lasted 2 1/2 days compared to my usual 4-5. Now here I am at the 9 day mark again. I’ve only taken two tests this time but again, BFN. I don’t understand what’s going on with my body. My nipples have gotten darker. I’ve been nauseas.. usually at night though. I want this so bad, but I know that I psyched myself out last month thinking I was preggers. I don’t want to get my hopes up this month and then start bleeding again.