So tired So done with it all

So this is our 3 cycle and i thought it felt different af was even a day late but she came today. I have so many mixed feels right now. I am so done with trying anymore. I wish you all the best of luck but i just can do it right now, of course we will still have unprotected sex every other day but I just can't keep track of my CM anymore and anything else I'm just so done with this I'm so tired of getting those negatives every month I know it hasn't been that long and I can't even imagine what the poor women out there that are going through this for years how they have the strength to keep doing that but I can't. I am also deleting this app because I don't really find it useful.