So yesterday I found out that I miscarried our baby I was 9weeks . I feel like life has ripped me apart. How do I go from one day dreaming and making plans to all of sudden being ripped from all my dreams coming true on becoming a mother for the first time. I know everyone keeps telling me it's all Gods plan it's going to be ok. But in reality I am not mad at God I am just really sad that I was ripped from my baby. I was ripped from everything that I ever lived for . I know it may not be the end of the world but for me it feels like it. I know that later on I'll be able to conceive again I just don't know when I will be ready . I'm i the only one to feel this way? Am I allowed to feel like I'm scared to continue to conceive and feel like something like this will happen again? Or who has had a miscarriage and was able to have a healthy pregnancy?