Angry

Alexa • mama of #1 girl+TTC #2+ Children Oncologist , MD 🌲🍀💐🏨💜

Well, my SO and I have been trying for years. We are still in our late 20’s so we don’t dramatize it or make much of it just yet, overall because I have a chronic illness call Porphyria (should have nothing to do with fertility issues) but i was under a lot of stress bc of that and we always blame that.

Last month we started clomid and timing ovulation. We missed our chance of trying last month because when my doc called me in for my check up and secure I was ovulating, my SO was called out of town for work. No sex, no baby, obvs

This month same thing, today in had my blood work and sonogram confirm, my SO is working out of town.

No sex, no baby, all clomid for, docs appts, for not even trying.

I know this is not his fault

I really do, but DUDE omg, so frustrated

So.much.for.not.even.wondering

Period, I’ll meet you up in a few days

Ugh